dawn

Odd concept.

That old adage ” you get what you give”, for sure that’s true, you point that perception at a task and it becomes a goal.

I watch people, ya know, like a psycho, but it’s all curiosity. Some version of love in it.

I’m really interested in what people fall in love with it, call it what you want “flow state, souls code, call and calling”, I just see it as love.

Hey there fucker…

You’re in love with something, I see it, I don’t know what it is but I see it.

Really skilled individuals can love more than one subject.

A person ,AND a job?

You’re crazy.

A person , a job AND a hobby?

What the fuck man?

A person, a job, a hobby AND a family that you’ve built?

Now you’re just flexing.

Jealousy. Confusion and jealousy.

Let’s be real.

If the math is wrong, the family you’ve built is a full time job, you’re pushing a stone uphill because the fundamentals aren’t there.

You are time poor, and you are exhausted, because you chose wrong.Everything is a fucking struggle and you never really clock out.

Let’s compartmentalize, just for simplicity.

Family and passion.

Those two things deserve effort, all the other stuff is waste.

(Hold on a second…)

What ? What am I leaving out?

(Lots. Friendship? Hanging out? Being yourself and loose conversation? Life is not work and family)

Hobby, work, family, friendship,, what else is there?

(There is ‘human’ you self absorbed fuck. Anyone doing it the way you don’t, well… they’re still doing it)

There are no rules?

(There are a few rules)

Like what.

(Harm, do not cause harm. Be wrong, own it, don’t distribute it, be as a wrong as you want, the second it affects someone else….well….. you belong in hell)

Fair enough

( hell isn’t real)

I know, it’s a phrase…..

(Soooooo)

Time rich… so much time to think, daydream,weigh pro’s and cons,,time rich.

(You are)

I made that choice. Time rich, it’s all mine, I can do anything with it, I can waste or I can think.

(Peculiar , not interesting but peculiar )

I will always think…

( I know )

I would invest that time, put it somewhere that matters,

(We do what we can)

Complicated,,,, shit is all complicated.

(No new thing under the sun)

Aye…

(Your problems are for you alone)

I suppose…. what do I do with all this free time?

(Hopefully something useful )

Good one, lulz