I could probably handle a long stretch at a minimal security prison.
Ya know, just like, quiet time.
Space and time to dry out and work on yourself full time.
For a while.
The problem is, you can’t get a real job after you have a record like that.
You’ll be stocking groceries when you’re 70.
So…
Can’t devote 3 or 6 months to prison..
It’s not reasonable.
It’s just not..
I’m aware.
Sometimes you wish ya could.
Pick the right nonviolent crime.
Probably fraud.
Or some type of forgery.
Insider trading?
And I need my cat in there, can’t forget that.
And maybe a part time job.
No video games or Hulu.
A typing program on a laptop with no games on it.
I want a computer program that makes me think I’m posting things to the internet, but in reality they just get sent to a folder.
Jesus Christ 😂
How different would my life be? 🤣🤣🤣
I would still type.
But maybe if I was in non-ass raping prison, I could like,,, make a meal out of it.
Spend time thinking and only open the outlet when the time was right..
And I want to learn how to get high off of meditation, breathing exercises, stuff like that.
Maybe yoga.
It seems like the concept would work for drugs, but cigarettes would need a different weapon.
Maybe just a stick.
So it feels like I’m holding something in my hands.
The mind trickery is most of the battle, I assume.
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