Ugh..sigh.. exhale.. exhaustion..
People man.. interacting with personalities..
Here’s how low of a level I’m at …
“I do not understand… How people refrain from staying high”
I don’t get it.
I don’t understand, how you can punch out from work,and not immediately head for bed.
I also sleep about 3 hours a night..
Ugh .
It might be the death of me.
Might be.
Maybe like… Shoveling dirt.
If I were allowed to shovel dirt All day,then I was subsequently paid for the weight of the dirt I shoveled…
How do you stay sober in this?
How do you upkeep your own wellbeing around these animals?
How do you manage to care?
I do not know.
Maybe some of that “goals” horseshit.
“dreams”⭐⭐
A peaceful death.
Comfortable.
A good Friday night is a hot shower and pajamas.
I realize that I’m stoned, I’m aware..
Ugh…
Drive a railroad spike into my skull.
Place a wood splitting wedge right between my eyes 👀
Lift the hammer.
Raise it high.
Bring it down with everything you’ve got.
I’ll still be here
dawn 