Growing an audience.
Real uncomfortable.
Makes ya tweak.
Feels like ya wanna get rid of em,
Sometimes.
I didn’t want.
I don’t know what I wanted or why.
You can leave me alone.
Friends and family,
Good enough.
I didn’t want and that makes it wrong.
SO I wanted to fight back.
By bothering people.
It’s an emotional lashing out and it’s fucked.
But it only exists on paper.
I don’t want to be.. out there.
I take caution.
Don’t like showing my face.
So you put a light on it,
And it made me make funny faces.
Because it’s awkward,
And outside of my level.
However………
I still got to pour my heart out.
Here and there.
So that’s nice.
ANd that’s how I see this thing.
It’s how I’ve had to, had to reach a relationship with talking…
And I wish people would get along.
SO..anyways…
How do you keep yourself from looking stupid when you’re dancing?
dawn 