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But if Iran was the mastermind, which they likely were, would Israel not have security tight enough to spot a fuckton of unexpected SUVS?

Out for murder of innocents?

You ever check out STUXNET?

levels of sophistication beyond what we know.

But,, the weakness,,as a nation,,is a marauding band of terrorists?

On foot?

Essentially launching an attack by tires?

I dunno.

That doesn’t seem right either.

And they immediately fire the secretary of defense, which is optics..

I don’t trust the world.

And I don’t trust you.

And you can’t blame me.

I’ll go hungry and I’ll accept fate,, but you?

You’re still full of shit too.

Act whatever way you like.

There are hours when you feel the same horror I do.

I Read it on ya..

And I’ll circle back,

And while I’m alive, I’ll try not to fall.

The whole thing is crooked, gut feeling, and I do not see a fix.

Not without a mass reset.

Probably a flawed approach but I’m still right.

Wish that I wasn’t.

And you’re supposed to get out there and chase happiness, that’s the point.

And be nice to others.

And try to understand them.

But nobody cares.

And they’ll come to eat you.

So poison yourself.

Poison yourself and hope they swallow you, hope that you can infect them because of,,,

Because of justice 🤨

That’s what you get.

That’s what you get for what you did.

You deserved it.

Multiply it by 8 billion and that’s earth.

And we fuckin suck.

And we shouldn’t be trusted.

And we’ll never stop eating. Never stop chewing up our surroundings. And your kids will inherit the problems and on and on it goes.

Good talk.

Really glad we could do this.

Have your closing arguments with my dick.

It’s all the same

And part of you knows it.

And I completely understand why people are hateful, and why they do the things they do.

White Rap still sucks 😂

Or better yet..

“hearing young white males cry about their problems is an abomination”

That’s better.

Fits better.

Get a diary stupid.

I still believe in the power of the portal.

And I would never,ever ever ever in a billion years…

I would never have the desire to read a stranger’s diary.

That seems crazy.

I buy my s*** from a Lebanese guy, and he says to me

“You can quit, it’s tough but you can do it”

When that’s coming from your dope man, maybe you should listen.

I mean, if he’s f****** himself out of money,

It’s, it’s a sincere gesture.

And being where I am, I’ve only had a small handle of interactions with Middle Eastern individuals.

But there’s a level of connection there, something I can’t quite put my finger on.

And when I waited tables there was this one Jewish guy that would come around twice a week, and it was the same kind of thing.

Some understanding that I do not have.

Some zoomed out view that I can’t see.

Tough to explain, tough to put into words.

Almost like they know something that I don’t, and they behave that way, But it’s out of kindness.

And they think that I will think they are crazy.

But the love is there.

Can’t deny it.

I can listen.

Not to any of you, but I can listen to them. Because it’s real. And you’re not.

Visualize a life free from all compulsion, It is more foreign than a Middle Eastern in my land.

By far.

I like em.

I hate that they don’t like each other.

And I hate that it is life and death for them.

For me it’s just a topic, something to think about.

For them, it’s real fuckin life.

What a drag.

Very tired.

I can water it down 😔

The fuck has happened to me?

The fuck has happened to you?

How did everyone end up here?