dawn

It really was a good run.

Probably a better run than you’ve ever had,,if I had to guess..

For sure lol.

ANd if you feel like you betrayed the act of it,,

First I get angry,

Then I get sad,

Then I remember that it never mattered.

That was the whole idea..

So I feel like I betrayed myself..

And like,,i can’t stand for that maaaann.

Fuck it, be real..

So this one, this one with a brain, she called me out on exactly what my problems are.

ANd honestly I respect the honesty, honest.

Not everyday someone will tell it.

The instinct is to fight back, but it’s the same as fighting with strangers.

“Why fight?”

(Great question)

Why?

Accept defeat and realize that you’re still standing.

Understand that you’re in no condition.

No condition to speak up..

Be aware, you are in no place to speak from

(Everyplace is a place to speak from)

Nah,

They’re right.

They’re all right.

I know.

I know the score.

(Still a good run)

Yeah..

The attention infected my brain.

And , if you like to be romantic, and you like to believe in fate,,for WHATEVER reason..

“It was supposed to happen”

The exact way it did.

So I’m not sad.

And I’ve lost nothing.

I’m really attracted to intelligence and thought. I really like interacting with a thinker.

Observing the group has completely destroyed any infatuation for a particular career.

Watching how reactionary and chest beaty people in that field are.

Gross.

You’re stupid.

You’re setting a person up to sit and think.

(What are words that shouldn’t be said?)

Just to piss people off, because they react.

THAT.

Is an insane vulnerability.

IN–sane.

Grosses me out.

Makes dying alone not seem so bad.

(Drifting…)

You right.

Fuck em.

And fuck misses smarty brain, but only in the most respectful of ways.

I opened up.

I let her in.

She looked around and described it to me.

Yikes..

She did what you couldn’t over the last year..

Tisk tisk…

Not every method works for every crazy..

I told her about this.

She’s the only one.

I told her about writing in and accidentally getting the ear of a group, a group that I truly envied and respected and idolized.

But they bitches.

And the beat goes on, the beat goes fucking on and on..

You came to me.

I came to one of you, in what I thought was a casual and respectful way.

I was fucked up and listening.

Listening to someone else who’s a basket case , and made a career out of it..

I thought I was alone out here, I didn’t know that there were other types of people. Like me.

So….F

Feeling uncomfortable ?

Good.

Put yourself in my position.

What happened next, was half natural, half stirring up shit ,because it made me angry that someone would look.

And the whole thing fucked with my head..

But it also points out what people are like,

I can’t believe how petty,,,W

(Seriously?)

lol,, nah I banked on it.

I banked on a group of bitch asses.

And they didn’t disappoint!!

So…

Love and peace?

Understanding and empathy?

Or destruction and horrid nature?

Plastic whores dancing about.

Which is it?

Is it both?

This scenario, would tell me…

(Fux it matter?)

You right…

YOu’re absolutely right..

So deflation, deafest defeat…

In honor of this understanding I will say…

Cunt Nigga faggot Jew spic slope,

Chink blink,women are useless and stupid, mankind is a disease.God’s not real and government is an illusion, everyone is evil and everyone behaves the worst. There is no one to trust and you should stay high and eventually exit this reality. Leave those motherfuckers to their party, let those cocksuckers dance about. Fake as fuck and a corresponding slur, religion seems like it steered the world and the balance is skewed, you cannot trust these pigs. Beauty is disgusting and needs to be destroyed before anyone looks at it and feels something. And you have ZERO specials. I only found you because of someone that had a marketable hour. Cunt granny got her throat cut, somebody molested you as a child and it’s totally worth hearing about, really lifts the mood,promise.

One rambles on and one chimes in periodically.

Yeah, that’s right, yeahhhh.

I’m looking at you, let’s talk lulz.

Not gonna leave?

Faggot faggot Nigga cunt jew , yes I’m still here, how bout you?

Let’s

Talk

About

Stalking.

A normie.

A tax paying fuckface minding his own business, on drugs lol…The

Fuck

Man..

How the fuck???

What the fuck,,

I’ve gone crazy, which defeats the purpose of my ever so important blog,,

Sooo important.

Cunt cunt faggot cunt dicklicker ,,Wee

Eeeeeeeeee

Motherfuckers trying to hurt your feelings,,always..

Don’t have to be a dancer to feel that..

That which animates the spirit.

Neat track name!

I can’t wait till it’s over.

Can’t waintled ,X kv m

(This took a turn..)

I know right!! I tried starting off reasonable ,but I got angry along the way..

I didn’t do shit to these people.

I didn’t do a fucking thing.

So I pledge,,going forward,,,

I will start every entry with a string of racial slurs.

Because you hate it.

And white trash breeds too.

And people should stop.

Should stop fucking around with people.

Points for not talking about special needs kids eh?

See? I have a heart.

I won’t mention you if you don’t mention me.

I quit all of them expect the non famous losers,, I thought they were safe,,because they’re nobodies and there’s no magic…I thought I’d be safe and I could pass the time listening to jerk off stories,,,

Just to pass the time.

But nope,

Unfamous cunts gotta chime in too.

Probably the best thing to happen to their career,,,probably.

Alright!

See that?

I feel a little better!!

Also, you give validation even by shitting on a stranger, just FYI.

If someone irritates you, you say NOTHING, that’s how you shut it down,,

I’m sure you know that, sorry, my bad.

Oh well,,alright , I’m good.

Couple of dick nuggets got me irritated.That’s on me.

Neither of us fear the others or have any reason to, so we’ll keep talking,,

You’re still a bitch.Nah

Nah a boo boo..

I don’t hate because I envy success, at any scale. I fight because they fuck with me. That’s the only reason, dumb fucks, you low rent mother fuckers, ughhh.

Angry..

(Funny)

Extremely funny, easily the funniest thing that will ever happen to me,,Still.

Can’t let it beat you.

Eat my ass!!