Pre Contemplation..
Contemplation .
Planning.
Action.
Maintenance.
She says “actual meds”
Probably..
Probably.
The world won’t unfuck itself and people won’t magically become good natured.
And self medicating is expensive, and ruins your life ultimately..
So….
So.
Finger in some wounds, bandaids on bullet holes..
Look at the sky.
Give it the finger for a while.
Then think.
Then cry.
Then cycle again.
Then isolate.
Then hate.
Then dose..
And round and round we go…
Feeling some victimhood,,like a Palestinian 🤣
(not quite mother fucker)
Jokes.. I’m just kidding 🤣
The Bible is awesome 😎 those stories are what’s up.
No antipsychotics in the Bible.
Not a one .
For God so loved the world that he sent substances so you wouldn’t have to think about the goddamn motherfucking world..
He knew you’d hate, so he had humans study brains and the chemical balance that is your noggin..
Bitch of it is,,
I can’t fuck with narcotics.
Nerve pills, ADHD pills, insomnia pills,
Can’t have em..
And this girl,, this girl’s like “step one” offering guidance.
The nerve.
What a dumb bitch, right?
Out here being nice to people, trying to help,, what a stupid whore…
(jokes)
The joke is in the delivery.
It’s actually an incredibly sweet gesture and it reminds me of human kindness and the potential good in everyone 🙏
And I kinda hate her for it.
Don’t like my victimhood being challenged.
Feels uncomfortable.
But she’s right.
At the end of the day..
(the world might still be fucked..)
Oh definitely.
But I’m sick of fixating on it..
Fucking tired.
So tired.
I’m at the point..
I’d try anything.
dawn 