dawn

I’ll be clean.

With a place for everything, and everything in its place.

You wouldn’t believe it, but that’s how I prefer to be.

You could tell if you looked at my cubicle, or my music spot..

(nothing else)

No.

No other area of my life is worth caring about.

And that is reflected in my temple, in my body.. And how I live.

There might be no fixing that.

But…I know.. Because of how low I’ve been…

I know what you really need, And what you don’t.

I am aware .

I don’t need any of those toys, I only need the wood and wire.

I don’t need a vehicle that I’m proud of, I just need to get to work.

I don’t need any of that stuff.

I just need to take care of what I care about, And who I care about.

So..

Want vs need .

I don’t need to win.

I don’t even need to be seen.

(You live disgusting)

I do.

I’ve been defeated for a good while now.

Just…ya know… Got other stuff going on in my head..

So it is what it is.

But yes, I do currently live disgusting