Ribbons and loose threads.
Lose a loss, choose albatross , supple spline Benzedrine,
Cancel noise, focus on what’s good.
So there’s only one question that matters, and if you’re solid, no one can influence your decision.
If you’re solid..
That’s important to me.
And you can click out, flash, cancel out all the incoming,
What you’re left with is the cold and the sky.
Brisk on the skin but so overdue.
Awake and clear..
(It’s a war in there)
Fuck yeah it is.
Nothing new, but fuck yeah it is.
(Let’s not worry)
Not today…
I just got carried away,, that’s all that happened, I just got carried away and ended up punching myself in the face,, in the men’s room stall.
I had to.
(I know)
And I was punching you.
(No, I was punching you)
Somebody was punching some fuckin body..
Sometimes I feel like I’ll never escape, but that’s illusion.. I just know it…
After mom dies, I could leave this place, I could denounce the state.. I’d do it in a heartbeat.
(Could denounce the species)
No.. that’s not true,,, I like people one on one,,, selectively .
I also don’t expect to be liked, I’d rather not be thought of at all…
(Self indulgent)
You right… you def are..
If I see one more camo wearing young male, one more loud pickup, one more “Southern Drawl”
(You’ll what?)
Nothing.. I’ll nothing…
(Say something nice…)
I have the world inside of me, and maybe they do too… someone likes me,,, she does.
I don’t ignore that.
It was neither manipulation nor deception,, just ,, natural gravity… we established links, and I told her everything.
And she told me everything.
And she knows about all of you..
That’s not cheap… it’s rare.
Rare to me.
Read an empath, notice one,
They don’t come along every day..
“To understand”
Oh my heart…
Tell someone your problems,, have them like you anyway.. in spite of, in defiance of,,,
Don’t come across that often.
And I said
“I have anger in me”
She said
“I know you do, I’ve read what you type.
But you understand outlet, the release , the bleed”
It’s the only right answer, the only one that fits,,
Do you fucking see me?
I see you.
I see all of you…
Do you see me?
Serious business.
Freal..
Does your freak match?
Are you compatible??
Do you have a soul and does it twist and swirl around another??
Huh??
I asked you a question,, surface critter..
Asked you…
Got ribbons?
Got colors???
Great question..
dawn 