If you learn to read the energy of a room, you can predict and manipulate it.
Sounds woo-woo but you know it’s true.
Say the right thing and you can feel the little demon wings fluttering,.
You riled them up.
Speak your peace, replay it in your head,
I left out something..
Such is life, you’ll always think back and wish you’d said it better…
“Send a better one next time”
Don’t send the pawns, they’re not even fun, not even on my level.Next time send a knight, send a rook, send something worth the game.
Not the little guys.
If one suggests ‘stalemate’, they’ll continue to perturb , try to, just so they don’t lose.
I’m stronger than you.
And I’m not bluffing.
The door is right there, had your laughs? Had some fun?
Good.
Can I go now?
Oh that’s right, I don’t get to be in control, let me bend that knee.
“May I please be excused?”
Loyal to a default ,coupled with a fear of abandonment, so you say something unholy.
“It’s better”
It’s better alone. It’s better without the world echoing in your head, it’s better to not be noticed and to stay in your humble vein,,
We’ve all turned into attention whores and we can’t even pry our lips off our own genitals.
Some scenarios, very difficult, very very.
Even if you love them, you must abandon them for self preservation.
Super painful, but the self destructive have a way of dragging you down with them, likely in the blood, likely the adult child.
If you stand and deliver, and you have a real moment with yourself,,shit mayne ,
You know the truth.
There are difficult things needed to be done in one’s personal life, just the way it goes, not harm but separation.
(If you have the heart for it)
If you seek separation then it demands silence, and that fact bums me the fuck out. Talking is a human right.
Please separate from me, so I can keep talking. Please call off the goons or at least send talented ones, I’ve been disappointed and bored with them.
I’m not bluffing,
The other option is very logical, I can just turn off ‘all’.
Completely turn my ears off to the world at large,,feels cowardly though .
I’d like to be done with this game, but I won’t stop talking. Not a communication but a purging of black motor oil,the powers that be will grind the masses into hamburger beef,and they’ll fight with each other, and that’s fine.
I’m just passing through.
On my way to the mountains.
All of these problems are your problems, not mine.
Women and children will always be dying at the hands of some misguided men.
Not my fault.
I didn’t do it.
And I broke no rules.
Let’s part ways, unsubscribe, otherwise it’s just more circle walking.
No bluff, just a choice,
No fear of abandonment,
No need to be liked,
No anger.
I love typing, I love the one out of fifty times when I feel it. I love doing it.
Needs no feedback, no validation, no applause or boos,,
Not the point stupid.
Doing it is the only point.
So I offer a truce.
Please leave me, life will do what it does, please stop stalking me.I’ll be alright.I appreciate the fellowship,,please,, leave,,me ,,alone.
I don’t want what you want.
And I definitely don’t want to do this.
dawn 