dawn

Kevin is the one person I invited to read my nonsense,

And I would notice him  bring up things I was thinking about.

Not stealing the thought, but for sure the topics.

Annnnddd..

Irritates me.

Forgive him, still don’t like the feeling of giving shit away, not to him.

I would give my mind to strangers, But not to him.

Only because I know him.

I know the performative nature.

I don’t like it,

Every person should have a place to open up, and to unload and to vent..

But you should probably keep it to yourself.

I might not type over there for a while.

The point is that I’m not talking to him, I’m not talking to anyone specific, That’s not the point..

I don’t really see value in it, but when someone else commandeers the things you think about..

Irritating..

And it feels like it takes you further away from the purity.

Or whatever is inside of the act.

I don’t know…

Irritating.

Stupid and self absorbed,but irritating.