dawn

I actually got to see Heart once, one of my favorite bands.
John Bonham’s kid was on drums, it was amazing.
ANyways, I went with my ex and my pal and his baby momma, kind of a big  double date thing.
Alex and I were having a great time, couple of $14 beers, couple of joints, outdoor venue ya know,
laughing, cheering,,audience member shit.
I look over at the girl, and she’s crying.
In the midst of seeing this legendary band, in the middle of all this fun, there she was.
Crying.
She demanded that we leave.
Right then, couldn’t even watch the rest of the set..
I gave in, oblivious to what was wrong,,
when we made it to the car,,and this is just one example, when we were alone she started explaining.
That when she watched Alex and I hang out, and have laughs and chemistry and all that bro shit,
she was sad because her and I would never have that.

Let me explain that again.

I had to leave halfway through a Heart concert, with Jason Bonham on drums, because my girlfriend was upset at how much fun we were having.
Jealous of how strangers were talking to us, because we were clearly having fun…

I’m going to say it one more time,,,

I had a fight with a significant other, because she observed me laughing with someone else.
Who was a male…
who I’m not sexually attracted to, regardless of the rumours..

dude.

when it’s that bad, it can never be normal.

and it’s going to devolve into hell.
Hell!!

learn from that shit yo.

insecure little manipulator..

hope Anne Wilson beats cancer!!

hope the one you love doesn’t burn your fucking life down to the ground lolol..

Worse than drugs.

Love will Fuck you up wayyyy worse than drugs.

I’ve done both.

To excess