Every time I quit for five minutes…
It’s like…
I’m going to kill you.
I see what you are and I see who you are, see right through you.
And I’m going to cut your throat.
But none of that’s real.
They’re just feelings.
And I heard a story of a man being described as
“A profoundly sad human being”
Felt like a challenge,,
Bet I could outsad you..you motherfucker.
Turn the lights out.
Draw the shades..
Hum a quiet tune all to yourself..
“It’s better”
It’s better exactly like this and no other way.
It could be no other way.
ANd that is the range of delusion.
That’s what a lifetime gets you.
It’ll pass…
You still deserve to get punched in the face though.
You can dance,,
I will flick raindrops at you, and they’ll turn into spikes by the time they reach you.
I found $60k in bad accounting.
Lack of oversight.
Lack of involvement from management.