dawn

Incapable of doing anything for yourself.

Incapable of being anything but a victim.

You are incapable of going one single day without being a drunk.

You are incapable of taking your dog out, so it shits and pisses everywhere, Because you never house broke it.

Because you are incapable.

You’re incapable of standing up for yourself.

You are incapable of being anything but a sad blob, waiting to die.

And that’s why people leave you.

You are incapable of building anything.

You are incapable of prying your lazy eyes away from the television.

You are incapable of speaking about anything meaningful.

You are incapable of being good at anything.

And you have decided to waste this last quarter of your life.

You decided to throw it away.

And be nothing.

And not leave.

And latch on to other codependents who are also nothing.

You are disgusting to me and it hurts to love you.

It hurts very much.